i want to write

Lately, I’ve been rereading the posts that I’ve written in my hard drives and blogs in the past, especially my more personal and emotional blog. I miss writing for an hour and more, especially writing about what is inside me. Most of what I wrote in the past 30 posts or so were my thoughts on everyday life, most of which were dark. Some were really very uniteresting matters, even to me. Sometimes, I wish I could provide a more sensible posts to the few readers I have. Most of the blogs that I follow have interesting stuff to share, or even simple posts that make you smile, or pictures that you admire. And I know that somehow they have noticed the lack of effort I put into my posts (I am sorry). I really, really want to write a good narrative, a good news, or simply a good trivia. I want to write and to express. I want to “cry” in this blog. I want to share. I want to write just because. But I just don’t. But I just can’t. I want it to happen, sooner or later.