I... am gonna live forever.
without restraint
April 23, 2010A professor said that, when you write, you should write with restraint. Avoid writing when your emotions are too full. Or when you can’t get a grip of yourself. Or when your blinded with rage. You can see things clearly at a distance, but not too far. I tried following his advice, except when I am writing for money or for advertisements of back acne treatments. However, it is not because I want to see things “clearly” when I write; it is because I do not want to relive the painful experience too soon. Probably, that is my denial stage.
Finally, I was able to write about mom’s sickness, but I wrote it in a more personal level.





